nothing much has happened in the last few days, felt the need to drop a wee post, just to ease us all into the weekend. it funny how life flows sometimes, people come together then break apart, everyone left hurting. smoke and mirrors, lies and truth, the he said, she said bullshit. watching big brother too, its kinda wierd seeing them all trying to relate, gain the upper hand, be popular, to avoid nomination and eviction. i can kind of relate, i would like to say that God's opinion of me is the only one i pay attention to, but really i am influenced by those around me, to fall from grace with a particular group or my perception of how they expect me to behave makes me do crazy stuff. i do hope i am on my way to greater security and character, but i saw a wee poster on my wall the other night

"your blessed when you are content with just who you are, no more, no less, thats the monment you find yourselves proud owners of everthing that cant be bought".

and the main man said that; Jesus. So life is messy and flows and ebbs, but we cant live in the future or the past, we are only live in this moment, so be happy in who you are, enjoy the people around you, now is all we ever have.
peace