shakin stevens.

more life wave ridin since last post,

tuesday night,
needed break, so went for a swim got back was beginning to russle some dinner and lau rang, she was telling me about hedi & roland baker leading a conferance she was at and how amazing it was, she was "laughing for like a hour in the holy spirit" and how hedi was talking about going to heaven and that we should be able to step into the celestrail relems as easy as walking from the shore to the sea, head poping stuff for real. but anyway she was praying with me down the phone for loads of stuff including seeing heaven, so after i was like "right lets go for it".
got down to a bit of praying then felt like i was seeing some spiritual stuff and saw a demon on my back big black fella kinda attached to the back of my neck, it was a demon of alcholism. i have been struggling with drinking forever but particularly for the last while, (NB i am not sayin alchol is bad or in anyway wrong(jesus water > wine), but being addicted is) so im kinda freaked, this is the first time i have really seen something like this. and part of me is saying your full of craziness but the other part of me is praying like crazy and then bits of me start shakin, like me head or legs or upper body. Really intense experience, i didnt really know what was going on but just kept praying to Jesus, and after a while it kinda calmed down and i feel asleep...

still not totally sure what to make of the whole experience but feeling a greater dependancy of God :) i often sit around and wonder about why all that stuff about healing and demons and angels etc isnt seen in our society today, and then when a little bit of it shows up i freak.....

apart from that really excited about friends from southampton coming over on sunday for a couple of days, YO!
have a good weekend party people, and a special thanks to Marko van j for supplying me with another GENIUS set of mix CDs