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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Sunday, January 09, 2005
the breezeblock
went to dv8 last night the thing where it all kicked off last month holy spirit style. this month an american guy was preaching, he reminded me of Mr Wolf(played by Harvey Keitel) in pulp fiction (he comes to help Jules and Samuel L jackson when they shoot the guy by accident) anyway his topic? HELL..
i hadnt heard anyone preach on hell in ages, he kinda blew my head off, but there is no getting around it, Jesus chats about it all over the place(luke 16 big chunk), he made a good point that at no point does God ask us to understand it, or when anyone should end up there, but it certainly exists.
God loves everyone on earth whether they acknowledge Him or not, wanting desperately to be in relationship with us, but Jesus didnt just die so we could have a conversation with the Big Man, He gave up His life to save us from an eterity in hell, not some underground place with satan on the decks and loads of wild parties, but a place of torment unimaginably worse than anything this life can throw at us.
this is really heavy and i dont want to condemm anyone, i have messed up my life over and over, but my hope is Jesus and if this is true then i have to tell it, or i do no-one any favours, being nice and avoiding difficult stuff is not really loving anyone.
"Peter said, "Change you life, Turn to God and be baptized, each of you, in the name of Jesus Christ, so your sins are forgiven. Receive the gift of the Holy spirit." acts 2
mail meif you want to know more or give me some abuse :)
went to dv8 last night the thing where it all kicked off last month holy spirit style. this month an american guy was preaching, he reminded me of Mr Wolf(played by Harvey Keitel) in pulp fiction (he comes to help Jules and Samuel L jackson when they shoot the guy by accident) anyway his topic? HELL..
i hadnt heard anyone preach on hell in ages, he kinda blew my head off, but there is no getting around it, Jesus chats about it all over the place(luke 16 big chunk), he made a good point that at no point does God ask us to understand it, or when anyone should end up there, but it certainly exists.
God loves everyone on earth whether they acknowledge Him or not, wanting desperately to be in relationship with us, but Jesus didnt just die so we could have a conversation with the Big Man, He gave up His life to save us from an eterity in hell, not some underground place with satan on the decks and loads of wild parties, but a place of torment unimaginably worse than anything this life can throw at us.
this is really heavy and i dont want to condemm anyone, i have messed up my life over and over, but my hope is Jesus and if this is true then i have to tell it, or i do no-one any favours, being nice and avoiding difficult stuff is not really loving anyone.
"Peter said, "Change you life, Turn to God and be baptized, each of you, in the name of Jesus Christ, so your sins are forgiven. Receive the gift of the Holy spirit." acts 2
mail meif you want to know more or give me some abuse :)
Thursday, January 06, 2005
im afraid,
of being alone, of being rejected when ppl really know me, so i never let them in, and its from when im young and i dont want it anymore
this isnt some cry for help or fishing for complements, this blog was when in started just me saying the absolute truth of my experience of life and no one really read it, and now i know that some do, and i think i have been subconciously editing what i say, so this is back to the beginning and right now God's pulling up some seriously deep issues
of being alone, of being rejected when ppl really know me, so i never let them in, and its from when im young and i dont want it anymore
this isnt some cry for help or fishing for complements, this blog was when in started just me saying the absolute truth of my experience of life and no one really read it, and now i know that some do, and i think i have been subconciously editing what i say, so this is back to the beginning and right now God's pulling up some seriously deep issues
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Saturday, January 01, 2005
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!
hope you all had a good night last night. i was just at a wee house party with lots of good friends and some decks which meant 2005 was begun to a bit of dancing like a fool to drum n bass, oh yes.
just read an 8 page special on ambition in The Times newspaper's "body and soul" suppliment, it was a bit mad, like all these ppl going to life coaches and healers and stuff, just to find space to think and someone to listen. like its cool they are doing it but it seems like the church is totally failing to communicate God's heart for his people (anyone) my life is too busy, take a chill on sunday, i need someone to talk to about deep stuff, God is always listening and church is about support.
it also kinda made me frustrated, there was big artical on how to succeed based on primate study, its like, instead of looking up to the God who created us and knows us intmately we look down to monkeys and try and theorise?
peace
hope you all had a good night last night. i was just at a wee house party with lots of good friends and some decks which meant 2005 was begun to a bit of dancing like a fool to drum n bass, oh yes.
just read an 8 page special on ambition in The Times newspaper's "body and soul" suppliment, it was a bit mad, like all these ppl going to life coaches and healers and stuff, just to find space to think and someone to listen. like its cool they are doing it but it seems like the church is totally failing to communicate God's heart for his people (anyone) my life is too busy, take a chill on sunday, i need someone to talk to about deep stuff, God is always listening and church is about support.
it also kinda made me frustrated, there was big artical on how to succeed based on primate study, its like, instead of looking up to the God who created us and knows us intmately we look down to monkeys and try and theorise?
peace
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