the down and ups

still going on the way of purity course which is cool but had some downs and ups this week

thursday nite after work went to a party for one of the girls leaving, its was cool to meet some people and find out one of the guys who was really welcoming to me is a Christian, but ended up at a house party drunk and kissed two differnet girls, really annonyed at myself for lots of reasons but it was a mixture of wanting to get in with this new group of people as well as tiredness and drunkeness and lust, weak
spent a lot of friday sleeping and then calling out to God for freedom.

saturday went to Shine(night club in belfast student union but good) kinda of unsure about what was going to happen but detirmed to not get drunk, Phil Kernan played an amazing set and i just felt really close to God on the dancefloor and free to worship, i was trying to find the bit in the bible that talks about Jesus being Lord of the Dance, but without sucess, but anyway thats what it felt like, as usual the pillheads couldnt stick the dancing pace Holy Spirit 1 extacy 0 :)
the ensuing house party was typically mental with the house still in full swing at 5am an american frat boy showing up, the room was a bit hot boxed and i probably stayed too long (6:45) so missed church this morning but Praise the Lord we are on track for Ballynahinch(another church) later on :)