CHOKE

had a great weekend, erol alken on friday, brilliant mash up and dancing proper. chilled sat, herad are REALLY inspiring woman talk about global change and tackling the issue of rolling out AIDS drugs in africa. Out dancing again, but a bit more chilled and chatting to kel for a bit. more sleep, chillin, church, bumped into a few guys i hadnt seem in a while. kel had been talking about callling in sick on monday cause she was wrecked, she was joking but then later i text her, challenging her to call in and we could go on an adventure. spent the next 2hrs trawling the internet for pirate stuff to do in ireland (the condition on the trip was that it had to include pirates)
find loads of stuff on the west of ireland (4hr drive) so start looking at hiring cars and taking boat trips closer to dublin, go to sleep with the makings of a masterplan...
wake up and choke, didnt want to lie to my manager, it was snowing and now just sitting in work doing nothing.... so now having a much worse day that would have because the opportunity was there and i didnt take it...

i hate regreting not doing something. like in someways it was a stupid idea dommed to failure but in other ways it was sheer genius

ah well back to the drawing / dreaming board