strange,
good, indifferent,

its kinda wierd being here at the minute, i have quite a lot of free time, but i keep catching myself running round trying to fill it like a mad man. and then i just chill with Him and its pretty awesome. i feel a little isolated, i have met some cool christians but their blend aint quite the same. i was at an awesome bible study last night and its was all about temptation, which couldnt have been more appropriate seeing as i have had to go back to day 30 of my course because was a wanker. anyway it was great and there were some really mature christains there (both in age and walk well like a couple were 40 ish but some ppl my age too) but they seemed to talk through some stuff i would have felt a bit more comfortable praying about. not really as part of the bible study but after, there were talking about a monthly christian event they put on. it sounds really cool and 100 ppl were at it at the weekend, which is pretty cool seeing as they as a cell sorta thing just decided to do it. but someone had said they should do some prayer ministry and they chatted about it but never made a definate decision. but they were really cool and welcoming. but like i say still feeling a little isolated havent met anyone of the 24/7 vibe just yet.

did meet a really cool old lady with a hunch back called irene who was on the way to a healing mass - legend. the diversity of roman catholasism (cant spell) has confirmed my feelings that it is a legendary denmonination and i might not agree with all the doctrine but then i definately dont agree with all the doctrine of the presbyterian church i grew up in or city life for that matter :) so i am chilling and a peace with God but need accountability, trist was chatting about doin it over email, which is a possiblity but i would at least like a mentor of something. i would really like to be chilling with a prophet, but then he probably already knows that :) maybe

its also a bit wierd to be working and living alone, its not really real because its for the year but i never thought id like to do this; like be a nice christian guy living on his own for the rest of well who knows. probably just an irrational fear but there we go

so thats all i have to say at the minute
peace

actually pray for the american elections in 1 month, a baby with a tumor at the top of its spine, two kids 12 and 14 whos single mum just dropped dead, and my ryan air flight to be on time so i can go to elf next monday night.