a few muckers from dublin,

shakin stevens.

more life wave ridin since last post,

tuesday night,
needed break, so went for a swim got back was beginning to russle some dinner and lau rang, she was telling me about hedi & roland baker leading a conferance she was at and how amazing it was, she was "laughing for like a hour in the holy spirit" and how hedi was talking about going to heaven and that we should be able to step into the celestrail relems as easy as walking from the shore to the sea, head poping stuff for real. but anyway she was praying with me down the phone for loads of stuff including seeing heaven, so after i was like "right lets go for it".
got down to a bit of praying then felt like i was seeing some spiritual stuff and saw a demon on my back big black fella kinda attached to the back of my neck, it was a demon of alcholism. i have been struggling with drinking forever but particularly for the last while, (NB i am not sayin alchol is bad or in anyway wrong(jesus water > wine), but being addicted is) so im kinda freaked, this is the first time i have really seen something like this. and part of me is saying your full of craziness but the other part of me is praying like crazy and then bits of me start shakin, like me head or legs or upper body. Really intense experience, i didnt really know what was going on but just kept praying to Jesus, and after a while it kinda calmed down and i feel asleep...

still not totally sure what to make of the whole experience but feeling a greater dependancy of God :) i often sit around and wonder about why all that stuff about healing and demons and angels etc isnt seen in our society today, and then when a little bit of it shows up i freak.....

apart from that really excited about friends from southampton coming over on sunday for a couple of days, YO!
have a good weekend party people, and a special thanks to Marko van j for supplying me with another GENIUS set of mix CDs

nothing busy week,
wierd reading the below post, almost seems like a different world... just had a busy nothing week, where nothing really matterd but it still tired me out. saw sarah and brendan over the weekend which was cool, but insisted on going into the dark room for about 4 hours yesterday, which did yield some sweet prints of a battle of the bands last week, but knackered me. got some looking after by a few friends last night, so thats all good,
this week is looking well hecitc and various attempted world changign ideas feeling particularly pie in the sky....
my mentor has gone off on a four day retreat, which to be honest sounds like a plan...
need to be doing some
"furious rest"
to quote the legendary ms hume

gave the auld blog a bit of a face lift all that dark green was getting depressing!

check out this guys video blog kinda makes you wonder about the future, and possible rise of a true anti-hero? or maybe its just a pain in the arse

super swede anna (on the right) send me some photies from miami, including my baptism check out my photo blog for more...

fo shango,

this weekend i was up in belfast, went to layo & bushwacka at shine sweet, good to see ben and mike.

then yesterday managed to get up after 4 hours sleep to do church where it i grew up and it seems God is on the move..

but in the evening went down to ballynahinch and was just smacked in the face by the love and grace of God. it just felt like the whole room was being washed around in a big warm sea of love. and the singing and music, i just sat really still at the end and listened and felt... like oil running over my head and fire shooting through my viens and just wanted to be there forever... and a great friend and inspiration prayed with me and spoke incredible words of grace and forgivness and excitement for the future... hairs on the back of my neck are standing up just writing this, felt like a really long time since i had felt like that BLAM!